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Another day in college with a lot of time to kill. Next is Accounting tutorial. I guess i should go, skipped so many classes already when kakak was around. Random thoughts keeps going through my mind. Like: I cant wait to go to London and Paris again. Yup ! It's set. Pops and I made all the hotel, euro train, shuttle service, and flight tickets booking just last night to London for 5 days and then Paris for 7 days on December 3rd.
It's going to be a blast. Remembered the time when pops and I were in Paris together and we were always saying how great would it be to have Kakak and Irfan with us. And I think it will be. It's gonna a blast. Can hardly wait for it.
I do hope I get to really really enjoy it. How can that be possible? By passing all four subjects I am taking right now. Then it will definitely be a holiday where I can relax and have fun without having to think about repeating again when I get back to Malaysia.
That got me thinking, SHIT ! The subjects I am taking is really hard. Not doing to good in my mid semester exam does not give me the encouragement that I can do this. Frighten by that thought. I avoid thinking about the seriousness of completing this semester. Which I should but doh!
Speaking of studies, my big goal to study in Bristol has become the smallest. Not only that my financial situation is not allowing me to go at the moment but somewhere deep down inside, I don't think I should. Not that I want that. But I don't have a choice. Don't get me wrong. it's not like i just love malaysia and I can't get away or anything, I just really really think I shouldn't. Judging by my academic behaviour. I do not deserve to go.
Kakak was right about that. Thank you. Not being sarcastic or anything. Kakak made me see things clearly and yeah, I really don't think I should go. Plus. I am more excited to be living there more than I am excited to study there.
This lab room reeks of saliva. Seriously, like the smell of Irfan's pillow. And this bloody guy in front of me is just scratching away his butt. Looks like he's got a wedgy. What an unpleasent sight.
Okay, my hour's up. Off to Accounting Tutorial.
Till the next time, Cheers !
You're such an ass when she's around. Why do you think I keep running and making up lame excuses to not be around?
Dear Aisya, I did not really know you that well in high school. I never really got the chance to get to know you because I kind of thought you were similiar with some people(that i dont like) in high school so I kind of judged you(But never in a bad way) but that was a terible mistake because now, I think you're different from what I thought you were and you are actually the kind of friend I like.
I will miss your blurness and I realized what a good listener you are. You were there for me when I got screwed over by Wais and I really appreciate it sayang.And you too, never failed to encourage me and never made me feel bad about myself.
Whenever I go to Castle again, I will definitely think of you because the first few memories I had there was shared with you. You will be missed. I love you hun ! Have a spectacular time in Bristol. If the situation allows it, I will see you again in September year 2010.
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Dude ! You were always Ilyas's hot brother to me before I ever knew your name. I don't really know you that well and I regret that because now that I've hung out with you a few times, I see that YOU ARE A BLAST to hang out with and you're kinda funny. Haha.
The day before the day of your departure, I had so many plans like buying a scarf for you so you can use it during winter, sending you off at the airport or at least call or text before you board the plane. But unfortunately I was stupid because I got all the timing wrong. I did not realize that Sept 11 starts at midnight. So I thought you were gonna leave 2am Sept 12th. Sorry for that.
Have a fabulous time in Northumbria. When you get back, one year from now, I will improve my pool skills so you cant make fun of me anymore. (Shahzman ! tolong tunjuk ajar. hehe)
Anyway, once again, enjoy your stay there. I am definitely green with envy. So you must freaking enjoy yourself ogayh? Bring me back a Hot British Guy in a box. I think they sell it at the souvenier shop. haha. Take care dude !
Omg ! I had freaking awesome birthday celebrations this year. It just keeps getting better every year. I hope it'll be just as great for the years to come.
So ! I had 5 different birthday celebration this year. All at different time and place.
15th August 2009 - My First celebration was with Wney. It was the last weekend befoere ramadhan starts so she treat me to a high tea at Delicious. She wrote something on the plate like the exact same way she did back in high school at Starbucks.
Thank you so much Wney for that wonderful day. I really appreciate the effort you made. To think that you actually thought about the coming ramadhan and we cant have lunch together during that period, you straight away planned something in advance. Could not have asked for a better friend. Thank you so much sayang. I love you !!
15th August 2009 - My Second celebration was that night itself.Aunty Lilie planned a party for my cousins and I who were born in August. Jim turned 18th on the 14th of August, Nky turned 17 on the 25th of August and I turned 19 on the 28th of August. One person missing from this party was my sister. She too, was borned in August.
27th August 2009 - My Third celebration was the bday countdown itself. Mama, Fan and I went to Passage through India to Buka Puasa. It has been almost 10 years since the last time I was there to meet Salman Khan and the brother but Salman was away in Africa so we only met the brother.
After the dinner, we went to Low Yat to get my birthday present. I was so hooked up on getting the Lumix Lx-3 camera but when we arrived at the store, this bloody guy introduce us to Ricoh and how it is so much better than the Lumix. So I got the Ricoh instead. What can I say? I'm easily convinced.
The Ricoh is not bad at all.It's semi-pro so its really good. I took some photos in total darkness and the result still came out great. Yeah, the functions are a bit slow but then I love it so I'll deal with it.
So, after buying the camera, we went to News KTV. A karoake place at Ampang Park. Exactly at 12 am, mama and Fan sang a very special song for
28th August 2009 - My Fourth celebration was held at Uno ! in Subang. Its an Italian restaurant. So I had most of my friends go there for us to break fast together then we just chilled. It was great. We just chilled, talked, play cards and tell jokes. It was an awesome night with my loved ones. It was great seeing them again. I didn't get back home until 4am in the morning.
A lot more was suppose to come but they cancelled in the last minute but to the people who came, Thank You Very Much my Sweethearts ! !
I kind of combined the celebration with Aisya's Farewell because she's gonna leave for bristol on the 9-11.haha. scary right?
29th August 2009- My Fifth and final celebration was just a surpise birthday cake after breaking fast with my family on my mom's side. Was washing dish number 1001 when mama called me out to the balcony for the surprise Chocolate Indulgence. I was very surprise mama ! Thank you ! I love you !
Okay. First time blogging twice in a day. Main reason is because I have so much time to kill and I am currently in BST Lab Class so I am constantly in front of the computer.
Just wanted to jot down that my classmate Othniel and Bun is so funny. They are like naturally funny and so not trying to hard. Unlike this two other girls I know. So Im living it ! Just like I said I would in my previous post. Laughing and being totally hyper !
Oh ! and some of us photo copied our fingers just now and it came out fugly looking. haha. I'll post it up when I get back home. I also photo copied my student id just in case I forgot to bring it.
Today is the day I brought joy(stress?) to my parents 19 years ago. It's a rainy but I like it cuz I enjoy the smell of the air after the rain stops. It's kind of cold and it reminds me of Perth. Still have a long way to go until this day ends. Will enjoy every minute of it.
I laughed and will keep on laughing on the lamest jokes my classmates make today. I will tolerate this bloody Ca Ya Nun Alif in my class just because today is such a special day for me. I am going to enjoy this day despite the fasting. I can and its not the end of the world if I cant go clubbing.
I received two gifts that I can use to full use. A new camera from mama. and Hotlink asked me to enjoy free voice calls to any maxis number so Im going to keep calling all my maxis friends. I just did actually. I woke Wney's Bf, Shahzman up just now. I also woke Wney up. Later Wney is going to miss call me for the first time. Ever. I've missed her calls before but I have never received a miss call from her. I can't wait ! Miss call me quick Wney !
Okay ! Going to actually enjoy this day now instead of just saying it. I am no Nato ! (Nato: No Action Talk Only)
Am in my Business Computing class right now. The chairs used are quite rusty. Thus, it makes squeaky sounds when numerous students here must spin around just to annoy you.
This actually reminds me of those times in high school during i.T class when I use to spin around in those chairs just to annoy some who wants to sleep during class. Tee hee.
I can just imagine putut going "laaaaaaay! duk diam !" and sam doing the same thing I am. Sam is always our favourite "annoying-maker" so she is probably forgiven.Actually, she'll be the first to sleep so she probably couldn't even be bothered.
*sigh. High school.
For Earth Hour, I decided to cook dinner for MY FAMILY. I cooked steak with the works with a side of Barbecue chicken wings.
My brother and I, Irfan, set up the place with candles and ate on the floor by the door.
For dessert, Irfan and I surprised Papa with banana split. It was Irfan's and my idea to have that for dessert but during the preparation, all Irfan did was watched. Hehe. I love you Fan !
So it was a good night. Nice dinner and all that.